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WEll i dunno... haha thanks erin for putting my jr year picture up as my icon i appricate that... umm lets see whats been going on in my life... well the week ut played i had the worst losing week ever! all my teams f-ing lost... but this weekend was great all the teams i wanted to win won! i hate the colts... so yeah im happy there out... umm lets see what else... well  theres this girl shes cool.... i like her... but she can beat my ass so its scary... shes a mean little girl but shes soooooo cute and blah... blah blah... haha...but we can vibe good... we dont fight or anything... which is really good.... umm yeah... what else is new... umm again im craving chicos... valentines day is coming pretty fast which is cool... lets see lets see... leslie is a loser... hahahaha sooooo we started this little stupid thign where we pinch eachothers leg at the basketball game the other day... but you know she really really sucks at it... so i think if therse points then id be winning... ha. sucker. well i mean it is kinda hard to beat me im great at everything... welllll i dunno what to think about certin things... last friday was really bad... but then saterday was great... sooooo i dunno im undecided... on what to think... like one perosn brings me way down but the other pick me up alot and i like the one that does alot alot... so thats good... and i want the one that always brings me down as a friend but its hard... so i dunno im just going to roll with everything... but yeah yeah its almost lunch time... i have a date with leslie and kathleen kiddos... peace!

hi... well this is proablly my last entry... but i found out how easy someone you care about can just be erased out of your life.. it sucks and i wish we never had that conversation but we did and now i have to live knowing not only did i ruin a good relatioship that i ruined a good friendship...all i ever wanted was answeres but what i got in the end was to be thrown away... it really sucks but i really did it i am the cause of all this... but yeah i hope you find the best in life... i know i lost somthing that was close to the best... and i realize how in sad situations a good friend can turn into one of your best friends. im mad that me and the person had that conversation and that i said the things i said... but im thankfull for having one friend that jumped up and really helped me.. thers nothing that will help but she talked it out to me... but yeah hopefully we can forget well not forget just move on from this. and put it behinde the two of us and make us the friends we were. and thanks alot erin your the good friend turned into a best.. but to the first person im sorry for what i have put you thru... if you wanna talk just call me and we can try to talk this over..

ERIN! call me you suck....FONT>

OK... first of all kayleigh was pretty innocent last time when everyone ganged up on her... it wasnt intended as that kind of talking it was ment as talking like trying to solve somthing... so to you kayleigh goes my apolgies once again... nothing new to you though... but yeah it was funny in a mean way... it was funnier that people think i just like wheep over her... like she was my life. i HAVE done things since we broke up... i mean we were friends before we went out hopefully we will be friends still... but not as good as friends as we were... we both i think have lost somthing... and i didnt think that everything would explode like that... actally i was expecting the same people commenting... i got home and my mail box was going crazy... i felt like dustin dimond (screech off save by the bell) most of you kids wont know who he is... so yeah it wasnt ment to be like that bad and i mean everyones bent out of shape becasue this break up but i mean honstly im fine now... i enjoy the fine things and life and kayleigh is one of them shes a nice person shes pretty she will make somone happy... she is a good person... i mean if i had the chance to change what happend honstly i wouldnt... it was sooo much fun and everything to me was great... yes i would change parts about it but nothing big... i mean yeah i still have feelings for her but thats part of life...we had soooooooo much fun we made memories . shes not leading me on... not at all...and that bug thing was really funny but just like any break up it hurt in the begining but now everything is good i hope... i mean im just back to regular jt... if a hott chick walks by i mean my eyes will open jaws may drop... you know... so yes im sorry kayleigh and im sorry people if i "act depressed around you" maybe its becasue ok when you pass 18 and you graduate your knees hurt your back hurts nothing is the same but everything is fine i asure you  guys that... so yeah im sorry to everyone i guess...

ITS FIGHT TIME BUYAH!!!! ME CHRIS CARLOS MIKE AND A BOXING MATCH AT THE DIABLOS... maybe we can be the round guys and walk around with huge index cards that would be cool...

Well im up pretty early... thanks for calling last night a little late but still funny... you gave me a good laugh (erin) you are a funny person. Hopefully we can hang out soon and have more fun... So yeah... me and chris hung out and watched donnie darko last night... it gets better every time... but anything i do i get like flash backs is really sucks...but oh well maybe i will get to tell that one person how ive been feeling some time when they let me... but untill then ill hold it in... ERIN YOUR A LOSER!

hey well... this post is a good one for a change... but for a while i have been down and one person always has tryed to bring me up...well not just one person but 3 but one more than others... hes been my best friend for 6 years and my brother for about 5 hahaha because one year he was a total dick to me. we have always had seperate friends but some how continued our friendship i dont know how but we did. haha if i wanted to kick a guys ass you were always there right beside me... if some girl hurt me (which happend not too long ago) you were there like pushing me and making me laugh...  the 4 years of high school were cool i mean we dressed up like ninja turtles well ten year old ninja turtles... get turned down on the same FREAKEN DAY!!!! hahaha our jr. year that was weird... we have done much more than i would have expected us to...i left you hanging on prom sorry about that... now that i look back the 3 months me and her had is nothing to the 6 years we had... and she showed that after school ended... (cut) but all in all the years have gone by sooo fast and now were out of high school and can do anything we want... lets start a business the lobster business we wanted haha.....

MIKE SUTTON... well ive known you for what is it a year now haha... but within that year you became one of my best friends.. we had the funniest times... messing my car up 4 wheeling... damn hill things... doing anything.. hey man dont be in this big search for a chick your young.. you will find one in time. just make sure shes hott enough... haha if you need anything i live like 2 streets away... ill be there in no time man.... no freaken time. we used to make fun of you the most out of everyone and still probally do besides carlos... but it was a good thing trust me. haha your childish looks your modelish stances... the only big thing i can say to you is go to prom man trust me its the thing you will regret... everyone go to prom...im expecting alot out of you... your are the exact image of me and chris put togher... we are expecting sooo much out of you man... and im sure you wont let us down... 3 more years and you can join us it wont be long... but when your out... your out your with us your in the big world now... and you have everyone you want there...

well these two were the closest things to brothers i have had... there is more there is kyle and matt... but that will be another post...but these two guys have been thru alot... THROWING PHONES AT ME and getting picked on by me... wanting to fight me (mike) but telling me i can only use my right arm hahaha hopefully i never lose you guys... you have made me the person i am now... all i know is there is damn we have like 70 years left thats sooo long.... this will be two long friendships...